Stephanie and I had an exchange last week about Trollope,
and I admitted to her that, in addition to having a To-Be-Read (TBR) list, I
have a To-Be-ReRead (TBRR) list. In
fact, I do have lists of books I think I might want to read, but most of my TBR
list is a pile of books on a chair next to my bed and those lined up like
soldiers on a nearby window sill. The
TBRR books sometimes get moved from their place on the books shelves to handier
stacks.
Keeping up with all these books is a hopeless endeavor and
has been since I was about twenty-two.
Falling behind makes me feel anxious.
I feel like a failure. I feel as
if I am missing something important, or delightful. These emotions are just as strong as, if not
stronger than the ones I remember from not doing my homework. This guilt complex is crazy. I know that.
But I can’t make it go away.
I have, however, found a way to make easy progress on the
TBRRs. It is called Librivox-- https://librivox.org --and offers free recordings of books in the public domain.
I much prefer to read a book by myself, sitting in a chair
and reveling in the story. Therefore, almost
all the books I listen to on Librovox are ones I have read before. Librivox gives me a chance to reread classics
while I cook dinner, fold the laundry, or walk to the grocery store. What a pleasure.
Volunteers do the reading.
Some are better than others, but all are at least adequate, and some are
great. If like me, you need more time to
read than you have, I highly recommend hearing the classics. It beats listening to the news on the
radio. Five minutes of headlines are all
a sane person stand of that. But the
words of the greatest writers of the past await you as an antidote to mayhem
and destruction.
Annamaria Alfieri.
Wonderful to do ambitions.... you're e a better man than I, Charlie Brown!
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It's not a virtue, Thelma. It's a compulsion!
DeleteWell, now, one man's compulsion is another guy's virtue!!! tjs
DeleteThank you! I have, er, added the link to the bookmark list of stuff I will get to when I finish doing other stuff. (sigh.)
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